I’m not sure if I’m IN love, but I do love someone.
9. Describe your perfect mate.
Someone strong for thier beliefs, goofy and willing to be a weirdo in public with me. Someone I can trust, that can make me feel beautiful not just sexy. Gentle and kind, but tough to thoes who don’t deserve kindness. A romantic, and someone who would appreciate all the loving things and favors I will do for them. Someone with a beautiful personality and that can make me laugh. (:
Welcome to my mind followers, I may lose many of you because of this post.
Right infront sits a bottle filled with anti-depressents. One mouth full will do the trick, no one is home so no one can stop me. No more taunting, no more disapproval, I will emberrass you all no longer. Too much pressure. Maybe I don’t look both ways before crossing cause I hope to get runover? Possibility yes? In a moving car, jump out and let the skull crack under the wheels of the vehicle in the next lane. Sometimes I feel strong, but not today. To be honest, I wouldn’t try to get runover, if I survive my parents will keep me in a vegitated state. Shot gun to the head? My family seeing my brains painted on the walls.
Suicide has been in my mind many times, I tend to imagine my death in different scenareos. I don’t think I can go through it due to the fact that my mother is very ill and has very high blood pressure. My death would cause her a heart attack. Idk if I can do it. And idk if I can continue living with this pain.
So in one week we’ve got three cannibal cases in Florida, a man spitting blood all over a highway patrol officer, another man disemboweling himself and then throwing his intestines at two police officers, and a woman beheading her infant and eating it’s brain…….